A roadmap to navigate your own seasons of burning and becoming. Gail Estella's testimony — abuse, addiction, grief — and the way through, written for the woman who needs to know she'll make it too.

This book is for the woman who is still standing but quietly carrying it — the abuse, the addiction, the loss, the insecurities. It doesn't pretend the seasons weren't real. It hands you a roadmap through them, to the version of you on the other side.
Naming the seasons that break us — abuse, addiction, loss — without shame.
How awareness, faith, and small brave choices turn ashes into beauty.
Tools to look at yourself and declare: fearfully and wonderfully made.
"Train yourself to see the good — or you'll be drawn to the bad."
Gail Estella spent four decades behind the chair as a cosmetologist while surviving abuse, addiction, domestic violence, and grief. Today she's a survival speaker, podcast host, and mentor who helps women look in the mirror and declare their worth. Through It All is that message, in your hands.
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Available in paperback and eBook from True Vine Publishing. Buying for a group, ministry, or book club? Ask about bulk pricing.
Directly from the publisher, True Vine Publishing, via the "Order your copy" button above. You'll choose your format and check out there.
Paperback and eBook. The eBook reads on any phone, tablet, or e-reader.
Yes — for ministries, groups, conferences, and book clubs. Use the "Bulk / book-club inquiry" button and Gail's team will set you up, often paired with a group discussion or a visit from Gail.
Absolutely. Reach out through the contact page or book Gail to speak.
Start with the first chapter, or order the book and begin the becoming today.